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TMNT:: Phantom Pain (SAINW)
Leo sat watching over Mikey. It had been exactly forty-five hours since Mikey lost his arm. He had yet to wake up, and he lost a great deal of blood. There was only so much blood he and Raph could give him. Being mutant turtles there were not many other blood donors. Leo changed the cloth on Mikey head for what seemed like the hundredth time today, he fever was not going down. April had brought some medicine down, but nothing was helping. Leo was cursing Donnie for leaving. Because of him Mikey was dying. If Donnie was here he would know what to do. They did not even have Splinter anymore, he died saving them a year to the date Donnie left.
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Remembered Fear
Remembered Fear
It was always the same; every difficult fight brought it all back to him.
Leo broken, lying on the floor of April's apartment. Leo near death; bundled on a dilapidated couch in a too cold room inside Casey's farmhouse, battered, bruised and beaten.
Donny transformed, the soft brown eyes replaced by ones filled with rage and unrecognizable because of it. The genius they loved and counted on completely unreachable; so close to being lost to them for good.
Mikey trapped; a victim of jealousy and magic, being pummeled by a giant more than five times his size. Caught in a vicious gambit that was as much about politics as ab
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well, un-beta'd for reasons, but here it is.
i am well aware that this might be confusing. it's supposed to be.
it is kind of related to the "we're still here" fic i wrote here blackdragon-sama.deviantart.co…
they're not connected, but the general setting is the same.
for those who might want a better explanation of what's happening:
basically, Donatello's brilliant mind took a turn down into insanity after being put under too much strain for far too long
having to deal with all their issues, he has developed mental disorders, his obsession with cleanliness, his need for perfection, all out of fear to make a mistake and risk his brothers' lives and safety.
lacking any sort of relief for the pressure, his mind has gone into self-preservation mode, awkward and unhealthy as it is.
he's yet fighting it down, recognizing that he's losing his mind, knowing he can't stop it, but he fights it for as long as he can to stay around long enough to make sure his brothers are safe.
he's blaming himself for things that aren't his fault.
he's also blaming himself for things that never happened.
...also, that little scene here never actually happened and he never even dropped the tube.
the mistake he's referring to can be several things, use your imagination
i am well aware that this might be confusing. it's supposed to be.
it is kind of related to the "we're still here" fic i wrote here blackdragon-sama.deviantart.co…
they're not connected, but the general setting is the same.
for those who might want a better explanation of what's happening:
basically, Donatello's brilliant mind took a turn down into insanity after being put under too much strain for far too long
having to deal with all their issues, he has developed mental disorders, his obsession with cleanliness, his need for perfection, all out of fear to make a mistake and risk his brothers' lives and safety.
lacking any sort of relief for the pressure, his mind has gone into self-preservation mode, awkward and unhealthy as it is.
he's yet fighting it down, recognizing that he's losing his mind, knowing he can't stop it, but he fights it for as long as he can to stay around long enough to make sure his brothers are safe.
he's blaming himself for things that aren't his fault.
he's also blaming himself for things that never happened.
...also, that little scene here never actually happened and he never even dropped the tube.
the mistake he's referring to can be several things, use your imagination
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Brilliant. My only word besides that is beautiful.