control wip

i don't even know
this started as one thing, then turned into a completely different thing and now i just look at it and i'm sure someone has done something similar to this before me and i get so horribly anxious about ripping someone off without noticing and...
yeah...
i couldn't find anything similar when i was searching but i'm really not sure anymore and i don't feel well finishing this before i'm sure i'm not unintentionally copying someone else's art (maybe MomoRawrr or Sneefee? I'm really not sure there...)...
so if anyone feels bothered by this, let me know, i'll take it down

...yeah.. i get really nervous about this, because it's such a huge topic and i don't want to step on anyone's toes...